I give up.

[sathor]

Okay then. If I am as delusional and immature as everyone is now saying, then i don't deserve life.

So you know what? Cya. Maybe i'll stick around and live a dead life with depression or maybe i'll just end it sooner. Who really cares anyway? I sure as hell don't.

It's all real grand...depression sets in. Yay. You people should've just let everything fucking go instead of bitching about how i express myself.

I give up. I'm done caring about other people if when i express myself they take it like i am a self-centered little fucking brat.

Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Very High
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High


Yah, you're right jenn. I am fucked up.

Comments

[hav.livejournal.com]

Few things.

One: Hi, Ally! I've heard nothing about you.

Two: Yes, I know One sounded bitchy. But see, that's my point. Whenever I speak with Jake, I don't hear about the good stuff. I don't hear about the normal stuff. All I hear about is "I'm depressed, nobody loves me, I wanna die." When you hear that enough, it's just like TV violence according to the U.S. Senate. You get desensitized.

Hi, I'm desensitized.

Three: Hi Jenn! C'est la vie! *cackle*

Four: Yes, I realize I'm being a total dick. But I'm in a good mood, today's me birthday. I'm also trying to get my point across.

Five: Jake, you do what you want to express yourself. But if you're going to get on our cases when we cease to respond, then we're going to do this dance again and I'm giving you fair warning well in advance of how I'm typically gonna handle it from now on. Sorry old chap, but I'd rather work all my problems through before trying to tackle other peoples(es). Compassion works great, but, well...doesn't seem like you've responded too well to it. Sorry.

[jennb.livejournal.com]

Hav, screw you :)

I failed French.

dork.

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[sathor.livejournal.com]

I'm passing german right now i think...

Essen mich! -cackles-

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[sathor.livejournal.com]

That's the part i don't get. If i don't respond to compassion than what the fuck do i respond too? How about nothing...maybe i'm just meant to be this way in my own living hell.