I give up.

[sathor]

Okay then. If I am as delusional and immature as everyone is now saying, then i don't deserve life.

So you know what? Cya. Maybe i'll stick around and live a dead life with depression or maybe i'll just end it sooner. Who really cares anyway? I sure as hell don't.

It's all real grand...depression sets in. Yay. You people should've just let everything fucking go instead of bitching about how i express myself.

I give up. I'm done caring about other people if when i express myself they take it like i am a self-centered little fucking brat.

Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Very High
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High


Yah, you're right jenn. I am fucked up.

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[sathor.livejournal.com]

The delusional and fucked up part are my own considerations actually. See, if you are right, than i was wrong to begin with, which would make me delusional...-shrugs-

Fucked up is because i am borderline and dependant.

And it's funny, everything that you are stating i was doing i considered to see if i WAS doing to begin with (Yes, i know all that shit about acting all depressed for attention and blah blah blah) the problem is I can't judge that kind of thing because either it's subconscious or maybe i'm just being too easy on myself.

I wasn't trying to blame anything on you, but I won't talk anymore if it's going to make things worse.

[jennb.livejournal.com]

Jake, are you actually taking seriously some bullshit online pseudo-psychiatric test?

You know better than that.

And quit with the circular logic.

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[sathor.livejournal.com]

But everything IS a circle. Life and death and everything...there's a theory that's mine to hold.
All questions lead right back to the same place, once you go so far.

And heh, well, the borderline is semi right and dependant is very right. The rest i really i have no idea about.

Actually, borderline is kinda stupid, i just fear losing people, i can survive it (I survived cass)

See, i'm happy again. No worries in the world (And i now have a 37 Druid 11 Bard -giggles)