I give up.
Feb. 22nd, 2003 02:50 pmOkay then. If I am as delusional and immature as everyone is now saying, then i don't deserve life.
So you know what? Cya. Maybe i'll stick around and live a dead life with depression or maybe i'll just end it sooner. Who really cares anyway? I sure as hell don't.
It's all real grand...depression sets in. Yay. You people should've just let everything fucking go instead of bitching about how i express myself.
I give up. I'm done caring about other people if when i express myself they take it like i am a self-centered little fucking brat.
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Very High
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High
Yah, you're right jenn. I am fucked up.
So you know what? Cya. Maybe i'll stick around and live a dead life with depression or maybe i'll just end it sooner. Who really cares anyway? I sure as hell don't.
It's all real grand...depression sets in. Yay. You people should've just let everything fucking go instead of bitching about how i express myself.
I give up. I'm done caring about other people if when i express myself they take it like i am a self-centered little fucking brat.
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Very High
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High
Yah, you're right jenn. I am fucked up.
Re:
Date: 2003-02-22 12:26 pm (UTC)I've been happy all the fucking time lately.
Ally is the coolest girl i have met in a long long time, and i should be able to meet her pretty soon (She's moving to tidioute possibly near the end of march as well) She's likes a lot of the things i do minus RPGs and Books, but i could always get her started on those if i wanted.
Problem being jenn got pissed at me for expressing the way i felt about something she was gonna do (Keyword expressing, i wasn't saying she had to be like that, damnit) And now i'm depressed again. It's not her fucking fault, how the hell am i supposed to know how people will react to the way i am?
Anyway, i'm getting on EQ and starting my Bard alt. Sick of this. Maybe i'll find a cool group to chat with for a few hours.