Grr

From this day forth, music, you will bow down to my will! I'm sick of being frustrated with you not doing what I want you to do!

I've spent so many years trying to figure out how to make this sound, how to process this a certain way, how to write in this fashion, and not a bit of it seems to have brought me any closer to the goal. So, I guess all that's left is to will it to happen since trying to make it happen by virtue of the "supposed" laws and physical constraints of reality doesn't seem to be working!