Vacation...

[sathor]

Well, i didn't get to warn many people about the fact i was going on vacation for a week but ahh well, no one cares anyway. I just got back from topsail island (i have gone once before, but this time i had my immediate family with me) it wasn't so bad i guess, i was able to get away from my contemplative self for awhile and stop feeling so depressed. But i'm back to normal now.

I compare myself to a mentat now. I continually analyze things and since i'm mostly a pessimist it just makes this depression or whatever this feeling is worse. Am i destined failure or am i just supposed to think that...i have no idea.

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Re: Hrm.

[sathor.livejournal.com]

I did read it all. I'm in a better mood now. I have quick mood swings (bi-polar affect maybe). And i like being a loner to tell you the truth. But you have to understand that i do not get along with people my own age. A few i do, sure, but that communication is limited to during school (those kids i get along with are also pretty much "loners", or atleast unpopular kids) and no, there was no tequila involved. i drank zima, skyy blue, miller light and rick's spiked lemonade last week :P