Rock bottom.

[sathor]

Yep, i hit rock bottom again. Just like all of my good friends before her, Khepri betrayed me. I could be over-exaggerating, but i doubt it. Things have taken a turn for the worse once more.
I cut myself a lot last night, i really needed the release. But i can't even type anymore right now, i'm too filled with anger and sorrow. Off i go to school for the last 3 hours, then maybe i'll be cooled off a little bit.

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[sathor.livejournal.com]

I've only really wanted to die twice in my life. When Matt told me after 3 years of friendship "I was using you." and when Cassandra left (haven't heard from her ever again) but i managed to get through. I remember going to the doctor once, and he stared at the scars for a moment, but didn't say anything, luckily. But those scars always remind me of the tough times i managed to get through.

Son, this cuttin' thing I don't rightly like.

[hav.livejournal.com]

Heya bud,

As you can see, I got this thingamabobber workin' all right and everything. Of course, I can't sleep until the next Vicodin dose takes hold, so I figured I'd reply.

Boy was I surprised to see this. It's still a day old now, but I'm a little wary of cutting one's self to release the bad vibes.

Of course, I've tried it before. It didn't work as well for me, that's why video games are just so damned nice.

Anyway, peace out. I think it's kicking in.

Re: Son, this cuttin' thing I don't rightly like.

[sathor.livejournal.com]

I don't like it either. And i don't do it often, just when i need to. Cool sunglasses, man. ^.^