-whimpers-
May. 17th, 2003 04:53 amArgh...I'm cold, sick and slightly depressed -.-
but the depression is probably just from the fact that I haven't talked to anyone beyond my mom and dad for the past 6 hours. Argh.
I wrote about two pages of my creative writing final, and still haven't finished the first step out of 15...i'm so screwed.
I realized something recently as well. I'm attracted to matured girls.
-sighs helplessly- I mean, this is just great...every single girl i've ever felt like i could actually imagine myself with is older than me and matured. What the fraggin hell.
So either that means a: When i reach 18 or so the girls i am attracted to now will be in my age category, so it won't matter anymore.
or b: I might always like girls more matured than me, which means they're always going to be about 4 to 5 years older than me...argh.
The Star Wars MUD i've been playing crashed after a copyover over 12 hours ago and hasn't come back up, leaving me bored off my ass. I really wish some cool people would've logged on tonight for me to take out my boredom on -shadowboxes the air-
Hey, if you read this jenn...you gonna be on tomorrow night? I got nothing to do, i don't have any dress clothes for prom+i'm sick, so i'm gonna be all alone, heh -sighs-
but the depression is probably just from the fact that I haven't talked to anyone beyond my mom and dad for the past 6 hours. Argh.
I wrote about two pages of my creative writing final, and still haven't finished the first step out of 15...i'm so screwed.
I realized something recently as well. I'm attracted to matured girls.
-sighs helplessly- I mean, this is just great...every single girl i've ever felt like i could actually imagine myself with is older than me and matured. What the fraggin hell.
So either that means a: When i reach 18 or so the girls i am attracted to now will be in my age category, so it won't matter anymore.
or b: I might always like girls more matured than me, which means they're always going to be about 4 to 5 years older than me...argh.
The Star Wars MUD i've been playing crashed after a copyover over 12 hours ago and hasn't come back up, leaving me bored off my ass. I really wish some cool people would've logged on tonight for me to take out my boredom on -shadowboxes the air-
Hey, if you read this jenn...you gonna be on tomorrow night? I got nothing to do, i don't have any dress clothes for prom+i'm sick, so i'm gonna be all alone, heh -sighs-
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