Ay...

[sathor]

Fuck off if you still think i'm in a black woe is me state of mind.

Kinda funny how things change when you don't talk to a person for a long time...

But you all assume, no matter how long between the last time we've talked and now, I have not changed.

Yes, I can still be depressed. So what? We all can, and I am healing.

Oh well. Not as if I or anyone else matters.

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[hav.livejournal.com]

*yawn* Thing is, you are.

Look at what you've written. You're lashing out, once again, and have given no evidence whatsoever showing contrary to what I've already said.

You haven't change. You won't change. Going over your previous messages, I see little difference. The 'happiest' thing you've posted in your own LJ has been "I need a vacation."

Talk about something good, for once.

Or I'll sic Echelon on you.

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[sathor.livejournal.com]

Something good? There isn't much good.

You know, I can analyze my fucking life from lots of different directions, and there is only one gods damned, GOOD thing. And that is the fact I have a roof over my head and food when i need it.

And if you wanna count EverQuest (Though some believe it is a horrible addiction...oh well)

But it doesn't matter that i talk about bad things in my journal. A journal is there to express yourself in. In reality, i'm a relatively happy guy all the time. I use my journal to get everything out (not to mention i bitch here and there to people who are willing to listen)

On the contrary, hav, I am healing. It's just that to heal I need to get all of the infection out, which typically involves me getting out all of the excess emotions and feelings by bitching and being depressed in my journal entries.

Oh, there is something that i have been wanting to say (yes, we're all hypocrites, so it doesn't matter at this point) Anyway, it's the fact that there is no way to prove any right or wrong beyond what you have experienced. There is no objective point of view you can use to figure out if you are right or wrong, EXCEPT for other people's opinions, which could be just as right or wrong as yours.

Anyway, this is why you have to take every piece of advice you get with a grain of salt.

-waves-