One other thing

[sathor]

Serial Monogamy. It comes to my attention that part of my seething inner hatred that I've had to learn to quell towards certain types of people may have absolutely nothing to do with circumstances out of their control...genetics...otherwise known as being born with a silver spoon in their mouths. Thinking about it at this moment, it seems that it is just as likely that it is no coincidence basically every girl I ever dated had someone to date immediately after leaving me. It's not because they are special, great looking, incredibly attractive personalities, or super-social (all things I have envied, and things I may have held against them and used to feed my inner turmoil.) It may just be that, even while they dated me - or anyone else - they were constantly trying to line up other people...and quite possibly even committing emotional or physical adultery...just because they have a serious security and power addiction. They need to know that, even if the person they were with left them, they'd have someone else right there (security), and because of that, would be "in control" of the situation (power.)

They may or may not care about the feelings of the people they were with (me) when it comes to that behavior. They are concerned with their own feelings.