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sathorFor the past few days ive been actually staying relatively well. Since there are no reasons for me to get more depressed, i dont, and im happy now for the first time in a long time. Though my sisters new year party at my house is still looming about in my head, it should be all right, as long as no one bothers me.
Music definetly affects my mood. I guess listening to some more up-beat stuff would help me even more, but alot of that kind of music isnt very good...depressive music seems to always have the best lyrics, beat ect. Maybe its just me, though.
Im contemplating drinking tonight if my sister and her friends bring some alcohol...sure, it usually puts me in a better mood but its been a long time since ive drank, and im not sure how it will affect my depression. *sigh* so many decisions.
Music definetly affects my mood. I guess listening to some more up-beat stuff would help me even more, but alot of that kind of music isnt very good...depressive music seems to always have the best lyrics, beat ect. Maybe its just me, though.
Im contemplating drinking tonight if my sister and her friends bring some alcohol...sure, it usually puts me in a better mood but its been a long time since ive drank, and im not sure how it will affect my depression. *sigh* so many decisions.
