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So I met a girl by the name of susan a week or two ago and things have kinda gotten a bit serious pretty quickly. I thought she was going to pull what the girl pulled prior to me leaving, but she didn't...I think she's like me, in the sense she's more open when she's texting or writing emails or using instant messengers or whatever...
We watched eastern promises with viggo mortensen last night...really great movie. Highly recommended. Violent but with lots of intelligence.
Halfway through she asked me if she could snuggle up to me and I said, "You are more than welcome..." I had been thinking about making a move to do the same thing the whole time...I just couldn't bear to do it. I guess I felt asking whether or not I could lay next to her on her tiny single bed was enough for one date. She said yeah, obviously. And interestingly enough, she called me electric and could not think straight after doing so. Apparently after taking my tool shirt off and leaving only my skin tight black tank top beneath was pretty "frustrating" for her...awww, isn't that awful ;)
She was also quite obsessed with my muscularity. Just as I thought, my choice of dress is very deceptive. Or, alternatively, I dress down so much that nobody really thinks I look that good. But the reason I don't wear muscle shirts all over is not because I am insecure about my body...it's because I have scars on my upper right arm and I don't need questions. It's prob better to wear loose fitting band t-shirts than show those off...it was never my intention, considering their location, to show anyone them at all...besides sexy women.
Minou, you changed your IM name or something...let me know what your new one is. I can't find you on my list on this particular MAC, and that's depressing. GRR....hate macs. Also, my laptop screen worked for about 15 minutes then shut off again. I am pretty certain it is the humidity here killing it. It's obviously a faulty connection if it works intermittently like that...I intend to take it apart and have a look within the next couple days.
Word on the hospital job. I should hear something after 9 days from now. However, if I hear nothing in the next 13 I will be getting my ticket booked for two weeks after that. I met the lady doing hiring and she said she felt I'd be good for an administrative assistant position, although she wanted to wait until the current CEO was fired so I'd have a good CEO to work with. Amazing. And that's what explains the wait. However...I won't wait any longer than a couple weeks. And I fully intend on eloping with Susan before I leave...by the way. I think she'll jump on me before I go after that anyway...she seems ridiculously attracted to me, and I can't say I am not to her...but I can't sustain myself here without a full-time year round job. It doesn't mean, if I leave, that it will be the end of our relations...anything could happen. I may even convince her to move to PA with me...or move to college with me...or any number of things.
She is so incredibly intelligent, it is mindblowing. It is so nice to meet a beautiful single girl who is well-read and actually understands me when I talk.
I've met at least one other, but hey...they live so far away and are taken already :P
So I met a girl by the name of susan a week or two ago and things have kinda gotten a bit serious pretty quickly. I thought she was going to pull what the girl pulled prior to me leaving, but she didn't...I think she's like me, in the sense she's more open when she's texting or writing emails or using instant messengers or whatever...
We watched eastern promises with viggo mortensen last night...really great movie. Highly recommended. Violent but with lots of intelligence.
Halfway through she asked me if she could snuggle up to me and I said, "You are more than welcome..." I had been thinking about making a move to do the same thing the whole time...I just couldn't bear to do it. I guess I felt asking whether or not I could lay next to her on her tiny single bed was enough for one date. She said yeah, obviously. And interestingly enough, she called me electric and could not think straight after doing so. Apparently after taking my tool shirt off and leaving only my skin tight black tank top beneath was pretty "frustrating" for her...awww, isn't that awful ;)
She was also quite obsessed with my muscularity. Just as I thought, my choice of dress is very deceptive. Or, alternatively, I dress down so much that nobody really thinks I look that good. But the reason I don't wear muscle shirts all over is not because I am insecure about my body...it's because I have scars on my upper right arm and I don't need questions. It's prob better to wear loose fitting band t-shirts than show those off...it was never my intention, considering their location, to show anyone them at all...besides sexy women.
Minou, you changed your IM name or something...let me know what your new one is. I can't find you on my list on this particular MAC, and that's depressing. GRR....hate macs. Also, my laptop screen worked for about 15 minutes then shut off again. I am pretty certain it is the humidity here killing it. It's obviously a faulty connection if it works intermittently like that...I intend to take it apart and have a look within the next couple days.
Word on the hospital job. I should hear something after 9 days from now. However, if I hear nothing in the next 13 I will be getting my ticket booked for two weeks after that. I met the lady doing hiring and she said she felt I'd be good for an administrative assistant position, although she wanted to wait until the current CEO was fired so I'd have a good CEO to work with. Amazing. And that's what explains the wait. However...I won't wait any longer than a couple weeks. And I fully intend on eloping with Susan before I leave...by the way. I think she'll jump on me before I go after that anyway...she seems ridiculously attracted to me, and I can't say I am not to her...but I can't sustain myself here without a full-time year round job. It doesn't mean, if I leave, that it will be the end of our relations...anything could happen. I may even convince her to move to PA with me...or move to college with me...or any number of things.
She is so incredibly intelligent, it is mindblowing. It is so nice to meet a beautiful single girl who is well-read and actually understands me when I talk.
I've met at least one other, but hey...they live so far away and are taken already :P
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Date: 2010-06-22 09:53 pm (UTC)It's looking pretty certain I'll be on a plane about four weeks from now. Not sure I will even take the hospital job. I'm feeling like I've gotten what I wanted from here, and without good paying work it would be too hard to get my own place, save money and live...and the only thing keeping me here really would be Susan. Depressing I'll be leaving her behind but she loves it here...and we can probably stay friends at least I'm sure. But that doesn't mean I won't get some more time with her :)
Going to try and do lots of picture taking in the coming weeks. I may or may not continue ditch digging since if I finish in a week or two, it'll be enough cash to keep me well stocked until I leave and cover junk in the airports on the way home.
At 12/h I'd only be making maybe 380/week after taxes...it's pretty good pay really, but based on food and heating bills once winter hits, I'd probably be renting for about 800/mo total and I'd barely be able to save based on that with additional food. Belle would probably let me stay here but I refuse to stay here. It's too ramshackle and filthy, and there's too many weird things I can't handle. I've totally decided how I will live once I have my own place...and it's going to be a hell of a lot more like home...clean, well-stocked with the right kinds of food, and no preachers who have some kind of aversion to people who like to drink alcohol (and not feel bad about it) smoke cigarettes (and not feel bad about it) and smoke marijuana or eat magic mushrooms (and not feel bad about it)
Susan is almost the perfect girl...almost. If she was into consciousness alteration she would be. But she is almost like a mixture of all of my prior exes...except better looking. I almost hope in a way that she'd want to try PA out for awhile when I get my own place =\
I've actually accomplished achieving a love for salad that's almost higher than any other kind of food too ;) I think I'm on my way to becoming a partial vegetarian. But I doubt I'll ever get rid of meat from my diet completely. I decided I LOVE uncooked veggies. The problem for me is that everyone in PA cooks them typically and I don't think veggies were meant to be cooked.
By the time I leave here I bet I'll be close to 170-175lbs too, which'll be perfect. Hopefully when I get back home I can get a job, get a car to use temporarily, take some martial arts...and start working on getting all of the live music gear I need :) And then head back to college when I am 24 or 25...and start doing shows and going for my doctorate.
I've really found myself here...Everyone wanted me to find this place as a kind of permanent home...but it wasn't...it just made me recognize who I am and what I really want to do with my life on a much more profound level. And it let me know that there are good, spiritual people who like to do cool drugs occasionally...you just have to be open enough to find them :) There are lots of great musicians here but they have a tendency never to leave...and that's not my style. And electronica wouldn't be welcomed here...so fuck this place :D