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sathorI was sitting in the car at Wal-Mart because I was too hungover to open my eyes.
What I realized is that a big part of my anxiety and negative perspective on the world comes from my vision.
There's something about vision I don't trust. Sitting there, with my eyes closed, and listening to all the sounds in the three-dimensional stereo field...it was more beautiful than looking at the world. I don't think I see beauty in vision anymore. I do, but not like most people, I think.
The more abstract the sense, the more truthful it is...
It's like, the voice of a woman, that is beautiful...I miss having a lover who will whisper things in my ears.
What I realized is that a big part of my anxiety and negative perspective on the world comes from my vision.
There's something about vision I don't trust. Sitting there, with my eyes closed, and listening to all the sounds in the three-dimensional stereo field...it was more beautiful than looking at the world. I don't think I see beauty in vision anymore. I do, but not like most people, I think.
The more abstract the sense, the more truthful it is...
It's like, the voice of a woman, that is beautiful...I miss having a lover who will whisper things in my ears.
