One more Thought
Jan. 1st, 2010 09:21 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sathorAnother thought came to mind while I was filing away these memories.
It's like I'm starting to see environments in a completely different way than I used to. I used to be very closed off when it came to any environment - kinda like an individual who just wanted his space -out of- wherever it is I was. But the thing is it's shared space, and in a way I almost feel an obligation to warm it up wherever it is that I'm at. Every person plays a part in the atmosphere, and you might even say I'm starting to see it as a kind of -ethical duty-.
If you aren't warming it up, you're either trying not to be part of the environment (which can't happen) or you are cooling it off. People can tell when you're the type of individual that does either, I think. I know I can. I really can read people.
I saw a couple assholes in there last night. I had to even listen to one go on and on and on about "How his boys are so great, how they'll back him up no matter what" and all I could think was, "Man, you're from Tidioute, Pa, you think you're fucking tough shit? You guys might bounce out of towners out of here, but go act like a fuck in a big city and see how fast you make friends YOU FUCKING TWAT."
That's the recap.
It's like I'm starting to see environments in a completely different way than I used to. I used to be very closed off when it came to any environment - kinda like an individual who just wanted his space -out of- wherever it is I was. But the thing is it's shared space, and in a way I almost feel an obligation to warm it up wherever it is that I'm at. Every person plays a part in the atmosphere, and you might even say I'm starting to see it as a kind of -ethical duty-.
If you aren't warming it up, you're either trying not to be part of the environment (which can't happen) or you are cooling it off. People can tell when you're the type of individual that does either, I think. I know I can. I really can read people.
I saw a couple assholes in there last night. I had to even listen to one go on and on and on about "How his boys are so great, how they'll back him up no matter what" and all I could think was, "Man, you're from Tidioute, Pa, you think you're fucking tough shit? You guys might bounce out of towners out of here, but go act like a fuck in a big city and see how fast you make friends YOU FUCKING TWAT."
That's the recap.
