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Handbook to Higher Consciousness
May. 26th, 2014 12:26 amI'll start with some thoughts I had tonight on H2HC and how I'm beginning to feel. I liken it to something like walking in the eye of a storm. All around are the pitfalls and addictions, the attachments and negativity. As long as you stay in the center, you might feel a tug or a pull to and fro', but you can keep your balance and hold your ground. I can honestly say I haven't felt this good, for this long, in quite some time - and the thing is, not much physically has changed. I'm getting out slightly more, but I think those things would have happened anyway - I would've started weight lifting with my cousin occasionally anyway, I would've still gone out to see my friends. I still don't have a girlfriend, and there are no potentials at the moment (and I am done even CONSIDERING previously mentioned crazy girl.) Even with very little outside change, I feel like I am changing considerably inside in a very short span of time. It's almost like alchemy - maybe I just needed the right catalyst to start the reaction, and as long as I keep feeding the catalyst, the hope will be it continues.
I notice different centers all the time. Security, Power, Sensation. In all people and myself. More importantly I'm noticing the "stepped back" effect Keyes describes in the book, which I would personally liken to the third eye...and that is very nearly a perfect description of the experience.
Is it a coincidence his seven centers line up miraculously well with the seven chakras?
I still need to continue reading and learning the methods, but it seems every time I pick the book up and read for a little while, there's enough substance there that I need to let it settle in for awhile before continuing. I'm sure it's no cure to my ailments, but maybe it will help bring some peace in time - I could ask for nothing more, really.
Today I did zilch. I felt very drained physically, enough so that I pondered whether or not I may have some underlying physical problem that has yet to be identified. Everyone seems to have so much more energy than myself, but I'm still just a young man - it doesn't seem right. I'm not depressed at the moment either, so that isn't a good explanation.
I notice different centers all the time. Security, Power, Sensation. In all people and myself. More importantly I'm noticing the "stepped back" effect Keyes describes in the book, which I would personally liken to the third eye...and that is very nearly a perfect description of the experience.
Is it a coincidence his seven centers line up miraculously well with the seven chakras?
I still need to continue reading and learning the methods, but it seems every time I pick the book up and read for a little while, there's enough substance there that I need to let it settle in for awhile before continuing. I'm sure it's no cure to my ailments, but maybe it will help bring some peace in time - I could ask for nothing more, really.
Today I did zilch. I felt very drained physically, enough so that I pondered whether or not I may have some underlying physical problem that has yet to be identified. Everyone seems to have so much more energy than myself, but I'm still just a young man - it doesn't seem right. I'm not depressed at the moment either, so that isn't a good explanation.
