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I've really thrown in the towel on this life thing. I have zero energy left to expend in trying to fix any of it, and considering the amount of effort I have put in over the years, it was all meaningless to begin with.

I am not attractive enough to generate any kind of interest out of the opposite sex.

I am not popular enough, or interesting enough, to generate friendship. And of course, those play a role in fucking relationships, too.

How wonderful a feeling it is, to find the one in a thousand people you connect with occasionally, and they have no fucking interest in you.

It's all meaningless shit. I hate society.