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 I've got about seven days left of my oral meds and admittedly the infection has gone down quite a bit, but one of the much smaller sites went cystic again and I'm just getting so depressed over all of this. If it isn't gone by the time my meds are done and the topical stuff won't finish it off I'm going to be stuck paying ridiculous prices at a specialist. Great.

I'm so sick of this shit. I just want to be healthy and normalized again so I can finally get on with my life.

Why does it all make sense?

So i did some more research today and it turns out that i might not have hyperpigmentation at all but an extension of the fungal infection actually on my chin, can you fucking believe that? I am a soda freak and apparently lots of sugar like that can really aid in its growth.

So the meds aren't just fighting a fungal infection on my scalp. It's all over the fucking place.

So no more soda, I've done this before so it shouldn't be a big deal.

And since I get three refills on the topical anti-fungal i'm going to start trying it on my face and see what happens.

Would be really funny if I had a normal complexion behind all of this.

Oh yeah. I'm probably going to get a dentist appointment and look into braces. Even if I'm paying on them for a long time, I'm okay with that.

Like $3000 for a set of invis align supposedly, I should be able to handle that. I wouldn't mind traditional either.

Sis should be getting a new car soon which means I might have hers. That means I can go get a job for awhile and get some monies, finish my (portable) home studio, save up some cash and figure out this college bullshit.

I realized watching jeopardy tonight that I find intelligent women incredibly attractive. Yeah. I need to be around grad students not fucking drunken laborers from around here :X