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The infection on my scalp came back yesterday. I noticed a little bit of soreness and put my fingers back to feel in the region and it was slightly raised, meaning it was filled with the liquid again. I put some of the topical stuff I have left on it and they drained out immediately over night. But I don't know if I have enough left to get rid of it entirely.

I can't afford another doctor's visit. I was supposed to go back for another check up after my oral medication was gone but my mother insisted that I didn't because it "looked gone to her" and it's too expensive. It's not just the doctor's visit, it's the medication too.

I am so sick of dealing with shit like this. So sick of it. Everything is so fucking expensive and even if I had a job, I'd be blowing a weeks pay on the doctor's visit and meds.

The hair is growing back really well but if the infection comes back that will be meaningless. The hair still hasn't grown back at the infection site that redeveloped. I'm so sick of this.

God, I feel so ugly and worthless right now.

The Secret

I think I figured out the secret to real love.

You have to love somebody for every single thing about them...you can't want any of it to change...no matter what it is, if you love it all, then you can have a successful life with them.

That's real love.

The value of What If

Without it, your arguments would consist of anecdotal evidence and nothing more.

Not a good way to produce a very logical argument.