Habits

I'm glad I'm getting into the habit of posting in my journal more regularly.

I don't have much to say today, but that's alright.

Still practicing C# major intensively. It's my favorite scale by far, but I'm really starting to find what I can do to be more and more advanced as the weeks pass by. I want to reach that point where I always hit the note I want (already pretty damn close) and I'm working in chords much more often nowadays.

It's sad, but...piano isn't really a common instrument anymore. It feels almost impossible to get a heavy feel out of one. I wish heavy music wasn't so -necessary- to gain fans, but just about everyone from this gen desires it. Guitar seems to be the only remedy.

I just realized something

The way Shinedown's lead singer pulls the mic real close for the beginning of a word and then pushes it away for the rest kinda makes it look like he's sucking a dick -real- hard.

Ahahah.

Uh?

Lightning and thunder in December, with snow on the ground.

You can't tell me the planet isn't pissed.

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It is when we cease to desire, that we cease to suffer.

I don't want a partner anymore.
Something just clicked today, and I realized just how many of the things I love to do I would no longer be able to do if I were in a relationship.

Right now is not the time. I guess the good ol' divine being knew that before I did.

Windy

It's very windy out.

Apparently my little revelation earlier today had some impact. I looked at a recent picture of Val and my ex fiancee both...I don't feel any attraction whatsoever. I could go on about what I do see, but I want to stick with right speech.

It's almost like going back to being a kid again, when you weren't really interested. Except I'm an adult, and I have a lot of work to do before I'll be satisfied.