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What. The. Fuck.
Sep. 10th, 2009 12:00 pmThree things:
First Thing:
I've been eating 3,000 cals/day for the past three days. I lost a pound each day. That means my body has been consuming 6,500 calories/day (For frame of reference THAT'S APPROX WHAT THREE HUMANS NEED TO EAT IN A DAY.) Oh, and here's the best part - I haven't been exercising. So what am I going to do? I'm going to weight lift one day, run a mile the next, and stop giving a shit. Because if my body can burn 6,500 calories/day while sedentary, there's no point in me even TRYING to outsmart it. I am officially underweight according to BMI now.
Second Thing:
Girl said a grand total of three sentences to me last night, including lying (saying she didn't know she'd have free time in the next couple weeks - she has today off. And yes, I know this with certainty.)
I asked her if I did something to piss her off, because we had barely talked since we hung out. She said, "No, I'm just in a bad place right now and I'm sick."
Well, that's fine except if that were the case you wouldn't be begging /other/ people to give you attention and something to do.
Obviously, she's either got an issue with me or she's talking to that guy again. I'm giving this three strikes at once, because it's bullshit. If she wants to talk, she can come to me from now on.
Third Thing:
I'm really done smoking today. Hopefully it has had something to do with my weight problems.
Also, I really want some marijuana.
First Thing:
I've been eating 3,000 cals/day for the past three days. I lost a pound each day. That means my body has been consuming 6,500 calories/day (For frame of reference THAT'S APPROX WHAT THREE HUMANS NEED TO EAT IN A DAY.) Oh, and here's the best part - I haven't been exercising. So what am I going to do? I'm going to weight lift one day, run a mile the next, and stop giving a shit. Because if my body can burn 6,500 calories/day while sedentary, there's no point in me even TRYING to outsmart it. I am officially underweight according to BMI now.
Second Thing:
Girl said a grand total of three sentences to me last night, including lying (saying she didn't know she'd have free time in the next couple weeks - she has today off. And yes, I know this with certainty.)
I asked her if I did something to piss her off, because we had barely talked since we hung out. She said, "No, I'm just in a bad place right now and I'm sick."
Well, that's fine except if that were the case you wouldn't be begging /other/ people to give you attention and something to do.
Obviously, she's either got an issue with me or she's talking to that guy again. I'm giving this three strikes at once, because it's bullshit. If she wants to talk, she can come to me from now on.
Third Thing:
I'm really done smoking today. Hopefully it has had something to do with my weight problems.
Also, I really want some marijuana.
