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Sep. 3rd, 2003 10:35 pmI'm going for my permit test tomorrow after school...wish me luck...
Everyday it seems like i get to know kayla a little better...i really wish she was coming back to tidioute for this weekend but it's just not gonna happen...damn.
Youngsville people treat me a lot better. That's right, all you assholes from tidioute, i hate you. I hate how you treated me my entire fucking childhood. And i hope you envy the fact that i can actually make friends of new people i meet, you close-minded...bastards...
-breathes-
I had a pretty neat four-way philosophical conversation during academic physics, and katie expressed the fact she hates me for how i 'treated her' back like...two or three years ago...i can't even remember.
What's funny is what she says by treated is just this...i wasn't ever really 'attracted' to her, in that way, and she hated me for it. She also lied about religion to try and get close to me. Now, how is that my fault? Why do i deserve the blame for that?
I don't. Simple. I even apologized for whatever actions i took, but she didn't really accept them. She's full of angst and hatred and she just won't take a look at what she HAS in life, instead she complains about everything she DOESN'T HAVE. I was exactly the same and still am from time to time, but i'm sorry, at least i'm not down all the time nowadays...
Curt's sister grabbed my pentacle necklace the other day and examined it and said, 'I like that.' and then i just kinda eyed her for a second and said, 'Do you know what it means?' and she said, 'Why do you think my room is covered in moons and stars?' and i said, 'We need to talk about this sometime.'
Of course, we haven't talked yet, but i don't have any classes with her. She's really cute, i just want to get to know her better.
The only problem i see with wearing a pentacle is that it's commonly associated with the whole gothic thing...and it kinda makes me mad when people who don't have faith wear it...but i guess i can't really control it.
Anyway...i don't know. I'm tired.
Everyday it seems like i get to know kayla a little better...i really wish she was coming back to tidioute for this weekend but it's just not gonna happen...damn.
Youngsville people treat me a lot better. That's right, all you assholes from tidioute, i hate you. I hate how you treated me my entire fucking childhood. And i hope you envy the fact that i can actually make friends of new people i meet, you close-minded...bastards...
-breathes-
I had a pretty neat four-way philosophical conversation during academic physics, and katie expressed the fact she hates me for how i 'treated her' back like...two or three years ago...i can't even remember.
What's funny is what she says by treated is just this...i wasn't ever really 'attracted' to her, in that way, and she hated me for it. She also lied about religion to try and get close to me. Now, how is that my fault? Why do i deserve the blame for that?
I don't. Simple. I even apologized for whatever actions i took, but she didn't really accept them. She's full of angst and hatred and she just won't take a look at what she HAS in life, instead she complains about everything she DOESN'T HAVE. I was exactly the same and still am from time to time, but i'm sorry, at least i'm not down all the time nowadays...
Curt's sister grabbed my pentacle necklace the other day and examined it and said, 'I like that.' and then i just kinda eyed her for a second and said, 'Do you know what it means?' and she said, 'Why do you think my room is covered in moons and stars?' and i said, 'We need to talk about this sometime.'
Of course, we haven't talked yet, but i don't have any classes with her. She's really cute, i just want to get to know her better.
The only problem i see with wearing a pentacle is that it's commonly associated with the whole gothic thing...and it kinda makes me mad when people who don't have faith wear it...but i guess i can't really control it.
Anyway...i don't know. I'm tired.
