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This weekend was a lot more fun than i planned.

I did something everynight. Friday i hung out with rick and D because i hadn't done that in awhile...so i figured i'd be courteous and invite them up to chill...

Then the next day, they went home, and i went and spent the day and part of the night downtown with Kayla...she's a cool girl i've known of for awhile but haven't really hung out with. Needless to say i had a lot of fun, though i wished i would've been more talkative. It's funny how all those girls at youngsville are there, and i still wanted to hang out with a girl from tidioute...but probably better anyway.

And then last night...well, i was totally trashed out of my mind. I drank a whole bottle of Arbor Mist wine and then started smoking bowls left and right outside with friends. I've never been that messed up and still conscious before. It's funny, because my cousin woke up burned out and i was like, "Hmm...i feel fine." -grins-

But in any case, the weekend was like a last hurrah i guess...i have very little pot left and i'm cutting down.

I'm out

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Mmmm...ami lees voice technofied with techno background...mmm, i'm in heaven...

Anyway...i'm totally whipped.

I think 9:00 sounds like a good bedtime tonight.

And i think Evanescence says what i need to say to Cass quite well:

Perfect by nature, icons of self-indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world

That never was and never will be
Have you no shame, don’t you see me?
You know you’ve got everybody fooled.

Look here she comes now -
Bow down and stare in wonder.
Oh, how we love you
No flaws when you’re
But now I know she -

Never was and never will be
You don’t know how you betrayed me
And somehow you’ve got everybody fooled.

Without the mask
Where will you hide?
Can’t find yourself,
Lost in your lies

I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don’t love you anymore

Never was and never will be
You don’t know how you betrayed me
And somehow you’ve got everybody fooled.

Never was and never will be
Not for real that you can save me
And somehow now you’re everybody’s fool.