Vacation...

Well, i didn't get to warn many people about the fact i was going on vacation for a week but ahh well, no one cares anyway. I just got back from topsail island (i have gone once before, but this time i had my immediate family with me) it wasn't so bad i guess, i was able to get away from my contemplative self for awhile and stop feeling so depressed. But i'm back to normal now.

I compare myself to a mentat now. I continually analyze things and since i'm mostly a pessimist it just makes this depression or whatever this feeling is worse. Am i destined failure or am i just supposed to think that...i have no idea.