Drowning in reality

Another one of my theories coming up, i suppose.
Drowning yourself in reality or fantasy...its the only way i actually manage to have alot of fun. Reality has always been tough for me to accept, since fantasy is always more appealing and fun. And ive always had a great amagination, so i have no problem managing to come up with neat things in my head. But, if you drown yourself in real things, everything bad that has happened to you, seems to fade away, atleast for me. And the same with fantasy. If i pick up a good book, and read for hours, im not in reality anymore, im in the adventure with the characters in the book. I see the pictures, not the words. -sigh- i suppose most people will find this insane, or maybe not