Spiral Out...Keep Going

[sathor]

Tonight, I had all sorts of weird synchronous conversations. Coincidentally, I also got the number of a very cute, down to earth, free loving girl.

I mean, she is stunningly beautiful. I even asked if she wanted to hang out in front of about 5 other guys, 3 of which were obviously interested. They seemed a little guffawed at my courage?

I fucking love that feeling, that feeling that you are breaking through.

She wants to move to Florida once her schooling is done.

If things go the way I envision, hey...I'd go with her...to the ends of the earth and back. Anyone with a perspective like hers, like mine...

Over thinking
Over analyzing
Separates the Body from the Mind

Withering my Intuition
leaving opportunities behind

Feed my will to feed this moment urging me to cross the line

Reaching out to embrace the random
Reaching out to embrace what ever may come

--EDIT--

PS: She is the hottest girl I've ever gotten the number of...

Comments

[mystic-waves.livejournal.com]

YAY! See...courage and confidence takes you anywhere.

[sathor.livejournal.com]

I expect nothing...

What ever will be willed to me
What ever will be willed to me

:)

Always thought he was saying "Bewilder me"

I don't think so...

[mystic-waves.livejournal.com]

"embrace what ever may come" I thought was "embrace what heaven may come" :P

[sathor.livejournal.com]

He uses divinity...

"Swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human"

That's right around 6:40 or so

I always thought it was something different there, too...he just sings the syllables of our divinity and all together, like it's one word...

This song changed my fucking life after I read that post by you.

Ever since that freaking post of yours...

[mystic-waves.livejournal.com]

? The one I linked you to on myspace?

[mystic-waves.livejournal.com]

Or the long on on my lj?

[sathor.livejournal.com]

The long one!

And uhh, i got her voicemail last night...is it desperate to try the day after if you get voicemail? ugh...

[mystic-waves.livejournal.com]

Yes...kind of. Wait another day. lol

[mystic-waves.livejournal.com]

but if she's super into you she will think it is cute.

[sathor.livejournal.com]

What? damnit...

So i could be screwing myself or doing myself a big favor...

High risk high reward...I like it...

[sathor.livejournal.com]

Hehe, thanks julia :P

[mystic-waves.livejournal.com]

glad I could help *someone* today...makes it at least have some purpose. I think we swapped mentality...fuck i hate that shit.

[mystic-waves.livejournal.com]

Oh and keep it it will do you more good than it has done me

[sathor.livejournal.com]

We didn't swap mentally...

Enlightenment isn't something that stays there regardless...
You have to be constantly vigilant

And I believe even the buddha said that

[sathor.livejournal.com]

The long one!

[sathor.livejournal.com]

Oh, and my cousin...he's enlightened (like me, I think) he kept saying to me, "Just DO SOMETHING outside of your normal thought pattern /one time/ and see what happens."

Haha, it's like God has been speaking to me all week, pounding that same concept into my head ;)

I think Taoism has it right...spontaneity...living in the moment...don't think, don't analyze, just do

[mystic-waves.livejournal.com]

Did you get to talk to her?

[sathor.livejournal.com]

Nope. I didn't call last night.

Maybe i should call today? Been two days since my message...