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[sathor]

I just want to know if I'm worth something, okay?

I just want to fucking know if I'm worth the effort of anyone to date, or to love, I want to know what is so fucking wrong with me that the same thing happens every time.

I just want to feel like I'm worth something again.

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[mystic-waves.livejournal.com]

Why do you search for validation of yourself outside yourself?

[sathor.livejournal.com]

Because I'm not so sure there's enough strength left in me to do it for myself.

Been doing it for too long. My whole life having to console myself. It's getting so hard.