A little thoughtfulness.
Jun. 19th, 2004 12:29 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sathorThe darkness forever encompasses my soul. It is a part of me, maybe then it is time for me to accept that side fully, rather than push it away and attempt total pureness.
The Summer Solstice is approaching and I hope that I can use it as a transition point. I want to turn my life around, and get on some form of track. These drugs fuck with your head when you use them too much, and I now see the trap that so many fall into. If it's so easy to attain a euphoric and happy state of mind, then why should we have to work for anything?
So, now I can say, "Don't abuse drugs kids, because it will catch up with you no matter how iron willed you assume yourself to be."
Not that using drugs is bad. Seeing the world from an altered perspective is very useful and enlightening, more often than not. Just don't abuse. As the saying goes, "Everything is good in moderation."
Continuing with the darkness, the world is shrouded in it. I'm not sure if I see it because of how my soul and mind is, or if it's really there...but I do feel that there are others who see it too. It is building up, and catching us all in a web. Depression has never been higher. We're killing the world, how long did humanity believe it could escape punishment? Wars and conspiracies, money and more money. We revolve around a piece of paper. 90% of that paper is in the hands of the rich...while the rich encompass 10% of the people.
I feel like I am sucked down by it. I cannot escape this black hole, this imprisoning vortex that pulls me inward more the older I get. I see the world in a different light, and it looks worse than before. Ignorance is bliss, after all.
The Summer Solstice is approaching and I hope that I can use it as a transition point. I want to turn my life around, and get on some form of track. These drugs fuck with your head when you use them too much, and I now see the trap that so many fall into. If it's so easy to attain a euphoric and happy state of mind, then why should we have to work for anything?
So, now I can say, "Don't abuse drugs kids, because it will catch up with you no matter how iron willed you assume yourself to be."
Not that using drugs is bad. Seeing the world from an altered perspective is very useful and enlightening, more often than not. Just don't abuse. As the saying goes, "Everything is good in moderation."
Continuing with the darkness, the world is shrouded in it. I'm not sure if I see it because of how my soul and mind is, or if it's really there...but I do feel that there are others who see it too. It is building up, and catching us all in a web. Depression has never been higher. We're killing the world, how long did humanity believe it could escape punishment? Wars and conspiracies, money and more money. We revolve around a piece of paper. 90% of that paper is in the hands of the rich...while the rich encompass 10% of the people.
I feel like I am sucked down by it. I cannot escape this black hole, this imprisoning vortex that pulls me inward more the older I get. I see the world in a different light, and it looks worse than before. Ignorance is bliss, after all.
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Date: 2004-06-19 04:41 pm (UTC)btw... i saw brent last night....actually this morning...that was kinda crazy....its been years...weird