Everything is turning a deeper shade of blue

[sathor]

So I feel it's time to take a step back instead of the step forward, I'd rather back up then get closer and harm her even more.

It's nights like this that make me ask questions that recieve no answers.

Is it my free spirit, my fear of hurting her, or my own fears of abandonment coming back to haunt me once more, that have led me to this action?

I can exist like this happily, but is this the best choice for now?

For now, at least, I think it is.

But things can change quickly in this world of mine.

Who knows...not I.

Peace.