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Mar. 19th, 2004 01:46 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sathorFor the first time in my life, my work seems to have paid off.
To be abstract, to think differently even if it is the same as other's thoughts in essence...
[a bit of an edit...I have always been different obviously, but I've always wanted to be obviously abstract...maybe just a weird goal you might say]
My sister and her friend lush look at me after getting me high (I've become a scavenger lately...things'll change during summer but after summer I plan to nearly quit. Mostly because I want to remember all of the stuff I learn my last year of highschool and I just want to be capable of handling everything...including getting a job that might piss test)[wow, I like going off on those parantheses statements when I'm high] and well...amy says, "You know Jake...you're probably the most different and unique person I've known my entire life." Lush nods and says, "Yeah." with her little laugh added in.
I like that, a lot. That's a great compliment. I like being different yet accepted...this makes me feel good definitely. And I think I grok why they said it too.
Mm, relaxation.
To be abstract, to think differently even if it is the same as other's thoughts in essence...
[a bit of an edit...I have always been different obviously, but I've always wanted to be obviously abstract...maybe just a weird goal you might say]
My sister and her friend lush look at me after getting me high (I've become a scavenger lately...things'll change during summer but after summer I plan to nearly quit. Mostly because I want to remember all of the stuff I learn my last year of highschool and I just want to be capable of handling everything...including getting a job that might piss test)[wow, I like going off on those parantheses statements when I'm high] and well...amy says, "You know Jake...you're probably the most different and unique person I've known my entire life." Lush nods and says, "Yeah." with her little laugh added in.
I like that, a lot. That's a great compliment. I like being different yet accepted...this makes me feel good definitely. And I think I grok why they said it too.
Mm, relaxation.
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Date: 2004-03-19 05:52 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-03-19 10:49 pm (UTC)In any case, maybe I'll come sometime...maybe I won't. Probably will once I get my license though.
And jeeze...you could get to know me by talking to me any other way other than face to face...yet if you want to know what i look like, ask cookie...she probably has a pic lying around somewhere too :P