Not very good...
Feb. 2nd, 2002 12:30 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sathorOk...so i dont exactly understand this but i feel the worst i have ever felt in my entire life at this moment.
Its like...i just wanna die, seriously. And for once i dont know why. There always was a reason before but...not theres nothing...I cant even think straight...and its just...*sigh* i dont know.
I can't think straight...and i actually feel like im dying. Its like this feeling in the back of my head...and all over my body, that im just falling apart inside. I just cant do it anymore *slams his fist off the desk*
I always look at everyone else as the ones that needed ego boosting...but im just as bad, if not more as them. I complain all the fucking time...i never have anything good to say really. And i know, even if its not consciously being done, that its so i can make people feel pity for me. And why should they? I'm just a insecure failure! So, i dont know whats going to happen, or what im going to do. But i cant deal with this much longer. And there really isnt anyone left to talk to...at all...anywhere.
Its like...i just wanna die, seriously. And for once i dont know why. There always was a reason before but...not theres nothing...I cant even think straight...and its just...*sigh* i dont know.
I can't think straight...and i actually feel like im dying. Its like this feeling in the back of my head...and all over my body, that im just falling apart inside. I just cant do it anymore *slams his fist off the desk*
I always look at everyone else as the ones that needed ego boosting...but im just as bad, if not more as them. I complain all the fucking time...i never have anything good to say really. And i know, even if its not consciously being done, that its so i can make people feel pity for me. And why should they? I'm just a insecure failure! So, i dont know whats going to happen, or what im going to do. But i cant deal with this much longer. And there really isnt anyone left to talk to...at all...anywhere.
