Yup, so i'm out of marijuana again.
May. 26th, 2003 11:44 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sathorHAPPILY.
This means I can't tell myself 'go on and smoke a bowl, it's not gonna kill you' everyday.
I hate myself for this little detail of when i have pot i smoke it gone really quick. I never used to be like this. But now I just use the excuse i'm depressed and smoke to feel better. What idiocy.
So I'm out, and that's it. No more drugs for jake for awhile unless i'm with friends and we all pitched in.
This means I can't tell myself 'go on and smoke a bowl, it's not gonna kill you' everyday.
I hate myself for this little detail of when i have pot i smoke it gone really quick. I never used to be like this. But now I just use the excuse i'm depressed and smoke to feel better. What idiocy.
So I'm out, and that's it. No more drugs for jake for awhile unless i'm with friends and we all pitched in.
