sathor | I...can't take this anymore...

They just keep coming back...they keep reminding me...they won't go away...

Rob came up for his dice so everyone else could play DnD...i didn't really feel like it, so i said they can go for it.

But...i should've known...-sigh-

Rob came up to the door, walked in. Guess who towed in behind?

Matt AND Cass.

I've had enough. My face went to a total shocked expression, with a seething hatred i could feel in my eyes. I couldn't act...couldn't speak my mind because my fucking parents were at the table...gods...damn...those siblings...

I want to die. My heart feels like it has been stabbed an infinite amount of times. My legs want to give out. My whole body aches. I hate beyond explanation, and I want to give up...make them go away...make them leave my mind forever...

She stood there, in front of me...without any shame for herself, for the promises she didn't keep...

I hate. And somehow, I will find a way to make this disappear.