I...can't take this anymore...
Apr. 19th, 2003 08:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sathorThey just keep coming back...they keep reminding me...they won't go away...
Rob came up for his dice so everyone else could play DnD...i didn't really feel like it, so i said they can go for it.
But...i should've known...-sigh-
Rob came up to the door, walked in. Guess who towed in behind?
Matt AND Cass.
I've had enough. My face went to a total shocked expression, with a seething hatred i could feel in my eyes. I couldn't act...couldn't speak my mind because my fucking parents were at the table...gods...damn...those siblings...
I want to die. My heart feels like it has been stabbed an infinite amount of times. My legs want to give out. My whole body aches. I hate beyond explanation, and I want to give up...make them go away...make them leave my mind forever...
She stood there, in front of me...without any shame for herself, for the promises she didn't keep...
I hate. And somehow, I will find a way to make this disappear.
Rob came up for his dice so everyone else could play DnD...i didn't really feel like it, so i said they can go for it.
But...i should've known...-sigh-
Rob came up to the door, walked in. Guess who towed in behind?
Matt AND Cass.
I've had enough. My face went to a total shocked expression, with a seething hatred i could feel in my eyes. I couldn't act...couldn't speak my mind because my fucking parents were at the table...gods...damn...those siblings...
I want to die. My heart feels like it has been stabbed an infinite amount of times. My legs want to give out. My whole body aches. I hate beyond explanation, and I want to give up...make them go away...make them leave my mind forever...
She stood there, in front of me...without any shame for herself, for the promises she didn't keep...
I hate. And somehow, I will find a way to make this disappear.
