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[sathor]

Your rainbow is strongly shaded violet.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

What is says about you: You are a creative person. You appreciate beauty and craftsmanship. You are patient and will keep trying to understand something until you've mastered it.

Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.

Interesting.

Times almost up. Honestly I think I'll be getting my ticket home around the end of this coming week...maybe earlier. Not sure I want to take the hospital job after all, even if it's offered. It's okay money but my profit will be less than back home at a job that pays less. I'll feel obligated to stay because it's an important position and they'll be wasting resources while they train me. Also I wasn't intending on staying more than a few months. If I get my ticket next week I won't be out of here until roughly 2 months after I arrived. I say that's pretty good. I know people expected me to stay all summer but to be honest, I think that's a bit much for a first trip away from everything I once knew. I've definitely adapted...but it's time to go home...and figure out the rest of my life.


Susan may actually come to visit or stay...or completely forget about me. We've talked about the first one...in fact, she's the one that brought it up. Exciting.

We'll see what reality has in store. I know I need to go back though...I feel a pull. My old mentor will probably have some psychedelics waiting. That'll be a first. And I think some of my friends might need me...or might not. It's okay either way. I want to get back to music...I miss it so much.

Leaving Susan will be hard...but I have to do it. I'm not staying in a place with a cost of living like this...or living like this...for much more than a couple more weeks. In some ways I really hope she sticks with me and comes to visit and see where things go...but if she doesn't, that's okay. As far as I know, if she does, it'll be in winter. I think she won't miss the winter's here. The winter's back home suck too, but on the other hand I'll be there ;)