Hm

[sathor]

So i've been sitting on Connie's number for almost three weeks now. I have to admit, it was far too easy to get...and the amount of sexual energy I feel with her is ridiculous...I just wish I knew she felt the same, or how to approach her about it? I can tell she is a bit of a sorceress herself, and her entire plot of land at Shelter Cove is absolutely dripping with tangible magick. If a much older woman gives you her number, is that a good sign? I don't think she even asked my age...maybe my looking older than I am will come in useful after all?

Honestly, It's been a really long time since I felt like this about anyone. And I am concerned maybe I am overthinking or overanalyzing. But god damn, any thought about her makes me horny as hell. I went to a town hall meeting today over a rezoning of shelter cove into partially waterfront industrial...she was there to speak against it. And I wanted to stick around to talk to her, but I didn't. Hopefully she saw me there at least...I totally went to support her. I guess I need to, once again, grow some balls and give another girl a call. Even if it's just to be friends, I want to hang out and get to know her better. She's full of experience and wisdom and she has such a bright soul I want to connect with. Although I admit my intentions are to get into bed with her ultimately...that's only an incredibly small part of what I desire to experience with her.

But yes, I'd really like to have sex with a woman quite conceivably twice my age. Funny that she looks hotter than almost any of the girls my age. Real funny.

Job sit is bad. Going to keep trying though. And praying for at least part time. Ten hours a week could keep me here until after august honestly.