What put me into my slump the past few times.

[sathor]

It has been, obviously, a single thing. At the very moment I think it, it's like trying to force it out thereafter.

I say to myself, "this is too fucking easy, there's no way what I'm doing here is art."

And then it all comes crashing down. Every time.

It's like I reach these mountain peaks and look around myself, and then tumble down the other side having not yet found enlightenment.