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I would like to do something today, but it's not looking very good.
As far as girls go, this guy is totally fucked. I'm dead serious. The negative experiences with them continue over and over and over again. Can't understand it. Just want to know what the fuck is wrong with me to make me THAT repulsive of a person. I have no fucking problem at work interacting with people and enjoying myself. This is getting fucking stupid very quickly. It's either some sort of spiritual issue or I'm really, REALLY unfucking lucky. Either the fates are conspiring or I'm just rolling 1 on a die of a hundred over and over again.
I shaved off my moustache, and actually, I like it more this way. Cool. Doubt it will make even the slightest bit of a difference in the long run, but hey, why the fuck not.
I am not a bitter person. I'm really just desiring some sort of loving interaction right about now and it seems a million miles away, if I'll ever have it again at all.
As far as girls go, this guy is totally fucked. I'm dead serious. The negative experiences with them continue over and over and over again. Can't understand it. Just want to know what the fuck is wrong with me to make me THAT repulsive of a person. I have no fucking problem at work interacting with people and enjoying myself. This is getting fucking stupid very quickly. It's either some sort of spiritual issue or I'm really, REALLY unfucking lucky. Either the fates are conspiring or I'm just rolling 1 on a die of a hundred over and over again.
I shaved off my moustache, and actually, I like it more this way. Cool. Doubt it will make even the slightest bit of a difference in the long run, but hey, why the fuck not.
I am not a bitter person. I'm really just desiring some sort of loving interaction right about now and it seems a million miles away, if I'll ever have it again at all.
