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Mar. 9th, 2004 01:13 amSo herein lies the problem really maybe. Hah.
Seems like for a long time people have liked me just as a friend. That's all I ever get.
There have been girls that have really liked me, shit, they probably will read this entry.
But when it came down to it I didn't like them...the only girl I know right now that I want to get closer with is kayla, and she's pretty far away and it seems like i only get to talk to her occasionally.
I'm just...so messed up.
I shouldn't need it, right? I shouldn't need it.
But I feel like I do.
Seems like for a long time people have liked me just as a friend. That's all I ever get.
There have been girls that have really liked me, shit, they probably will read this entry.
But when it came down to it I didn't like them...the only girl I know right now that I want to get closer with is kayla, and she's pretty far away and it seems like i only get to talk to her occasionally.
I'm just...so messed up.
I shouldn't need it, right? I shouldn't need it.
But I feel like I do.