Sounds like a theme song to me

Tantric Breakdown

In your life you seem to have it all
You seem to have control
But deep within your soul
You're losing it
You never took the time
Assume that you're to blame
You think that you're insane
Won't you spare me

[Chorus]
I know the breakdown
Everything is gonna shake now someday
I know the breakdown
Tell me again am i awake now maybe
You can find the reason that no one else is living this way

Yeah your lies
Your world is built around
Two faces to a clown
The voices in your head
Think there's four pawns down
Well in this unity
Fate has found the need
So you better check yourself
Before you check out

[Chorus]

If you find yourself
Then you might believe
Then within yourself
You just might conceive

[Chorus]

You can find the reason that (You can find the reason that)
No one else is living this way (You can find the reason that way)

Supposedly I finally get to jam the saturday after next with the people that will be the future band if things go well.

They never seem to do, but eh, someday luck has to change or so they say.

Either I am disillusioned and believe that there is something wrong

Or there really is

But truly, there is no way to know. Everyone has an opinion and regardless of what is said, no one knows the truth.

If there is no absolute truth then what is the point to debate to begin with? Stating an opinion is far enough because then you see what another believes, and another point on the circle. Seems to me that debating is all about trying to make one side seem better than another, and who has the right to do that to begin with? Am I beginning to become a total pacifist in thought as well?

Or even questioning one's self, does that matter? Does everything come down to pleasure/pain, happiness/sadness?

Is that what our actions are meant to follow? How can we say moral consideration is correct if such a thing could cause us pain or sadness? It's all too complicated. I guess I should be glad my faith allows me to just accept things as they are.