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I've come to realize something again.
I miss having someone there to love.
Beyond anything that is what I miss.
And I just can't shake this undeniable sadness of being alone.

I love you cassandra. I love you beyond anything.

I want someone there so badly to hang on to.
I want someone there strong and full of willpower to hang on to.
Giving undeniable love.

I don't know what to seek though...
That physical perfection is only seeming...it does not drift beyond the surface...

You people think you curves are wrong...that the ancient feminine figure is wrong...and the American capitalist ideal is right...

Forget it.

Curves and voluptuousness is correct...forget about being skinny...i love you the way you are...

And boyfriends and girlfriends are the same...

I do not care what you belive, they are the same


They lead to the same and give the same...

So let love flourish, for awhile longer...

Destroy the thoughts of perfection and hatred...

(no subject)

I'd like to bring about a thought for a moment...

I have realized a lot of my writings in this journal have been becoming a little bit more off the wall, bit by bit...

Well, I am off the wall, and if you haven't figured that out yet...well damn.

I have probably sacrificed part of my sanity accidentally at some point in this journey i've been partaking on, but in reality sanity is only a point of view, so how can one ever be insane...

It's just odd to think about.

Just realize i'm the same Jake, but the fact is that i write so much more surreal and about different things now because stuff doesn't happen in my life anymore except certain occasions...so I find other things floating about in the ether to discuss...

If you don't like it, hightail it out of my journal ^_^

Have a nice day!

And on a lighter note...Wow, I can say some pretty deep/disturbing/strange things when i'm wasted.

Ohhh, but Jenn would know that the best, because she was talking to me while i was getting wasted...what fun!

(no subject)

The Wanderer

He searches, looking for his soul...
But all he ever finds is just another hole...

The Beautiful King

He is loved by all and yet he finds love nowhere...

The Warrior

He fights the world with the strength of many men...
Yet the only battle he cannot win comes from within...