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Oct. 30th, 2003 12:00 amThis is the kind of music I love.
I cannot descibe much that is more pleasing than the sound of a good harp when it comes to music. I don't even know why.
It would seem that...the dream was greatly important. The reaction to describing it in more detail to someone last night was scary. I still don't understand why it happened...but it did.
I did choose the path of enlightenment over power somewhere down the line. I think it was a choice I made inside - and that it was meant to be. Like the fear the first time i ever tried to astral project...I think it meant that the true path i wanted to take was that of knowledge, and not of ability.
Also, another internal choice was that of not practicing magick, just learning of the religion and its ways (when i was studying wicca). I wanted knowledge over power. I want enlightenment over power.
But I decide this - That choosing either path can have the same outcome. Power can lead to enlightenment. But it can also never lead you anywhere if you don't use it in the right ways.
Enlightenment can lead to power, but even if it doesn't you have enlightenment. I also feel that with enlightenment will come a knowledge that power is not needed. That it is pointless once you are enlightened.
I am not sure. More philosophical musings.
I cannot descibe much that is more pleasing than the sound of a good harp when it comes to music. I don't even know why.
It would seem that...the dream was greatly important. The reaction to describing it in more detail to someone last night was scary. I still don't understand why it happened...but it did.
I did choose the path of enlightenment over power somewhere down the line. I think it was a choice I made inside - and that it was meant to be. Like the fear the first time i ever tried to astral project...I think it meant that the true path i wanted to take was that of knowledge, and not of ability.
Also, another internal choice was that of not practicing magick, just learning of the religion and its ways (when i was studying wicca). I wanted knowledge over power. I want enlightenment over power.
But I decide this - That choosing either path can have the same outcome. Power can lead to enlightenment. But it can also never lead you anywhere if you don't use it in the right ways.
Enlightenment can lead to power, but even if it doesn't you have enlightenment. I also feel that with enlightenment will come a knowledge that power is not needed. That it is pointless once you are enlightened.
I am not sure. More philosophical musings.
