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It would be an interesting note to add something here eh?

But there's nothing to add really.

Remember the guitar player guy named Bill i talked about in the journal entry after the first school day?

He has a journal too. See, great minds think alike. That's the way i see it (-snicker-)

In any case...it's kinda late. And i need to get up early tomorrow for reasons i don't really understand.

I think the new APC cd is awesome. really. It's like a softer tool, now that i've had some more listening time to categorize it better. But i like it.

And it is just me, or do the first APC cd, the second, and Aenema for TooL have first track songs that are about sex? That's about the connotations i seem to be getting from all...though the first APC cd is kinda iffy.

"I don't want it, I just need it, to breath, to feel, to know I'm alive."
"Lie to get just what i came for, then I'm out the door again."

from memory...might be a little wrong.

Nearly a full moon tonight...i can't wait for the middle of the phase on friday. If it's nice out and i'm not busy i might do something elaborate, because i've never really done anything ceremonial on the days which matter most...or not...i guess I don't really know if i'm ready to start performing these things yet. From what i've collected, Druids trained and learned for 10 years before they were out of the Druidic "Schools" they had setup. So it would seem this path i have chosen is a long and hard one. How i wish i had someone to teach me, and i would then not have to spend so much time grasping what knowledge i can scrounge up and figuring out if it feels right or not.

I'm out.

Oh, and i'm thinking it won't come as any surprise to you bill that i'm a Druid in training (and hopefully someday i'll be a real Druid...) but we'll see. You don't strike me as the type of person that would be freaked out by that, but if you are...get over it :P

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Morpheus


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The new graphics card rocks. Totally. I was running before no new models and lowest texture level, i put on all new models, put texture level to max, and play now and it's faster load time/less laggy. But i'm still gonna turn some models off to make it even faster.

Okay, and I'm getting SEVERELY PISSED OFF AT HUMANS.

Just stop fucking arguing with me. Every single thing i fucking do or say you have to argue about. Every gods damned thing. I say, "I don't care, lets get over the argument, it wasn't a big deal." They say, "What, you don't care you're mad at me?" fuck you. FUCK YOU.

WHY THE FUCK! Do TIDIOUTE people HAVE TO FUCKING constantly say shit about everyone else? I swear to the gods, the people of this town have nothing BETTER to do with their time then come up with rumors to spread. They're all malicious assholes out to look better than someone else. I cannot wait until I can leave here.

And yes, i overdid myself, i don't mean everyone by any means...I wouldn't go downtown if that was the case. But seriously, i'm sick of the rumors, i'm sick of the bullshit, i'm sick of the hatred and the arguing.

Give it up you little kids. Just give it up.

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You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.


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Quite true really, but the fact is i used to be shielded and i ripped them down...

Because why should i feel bad if a human hurts me for no reason? I just pity them. Pity on those who can not see why it is worthless to do such things.

Ahh...and a little more research finally turns up what the real meaning of A'mortus probably was.

mortuus = to die, wither away, decay.

a' before a word is equal to = "to"

A'mortuus (which it could've been spelled, can't tell spelling with pronunciation from blades, ya know ;)) = to decay

So basically, To Decay is it's name. Wow, that's pretty crazy ;)

I need to learn latin. Too much stuff speaks it. Seriously.

oh...interesting APC lyrics. the New World Order is an idea of conspiracy...this song reminds me so much of the current world situation and where we're headed (Brave New World/1984 here we come)

Pet

Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window
Go back to sleep

Lay your head down child
I won't let the boogeyman come

Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Pay no mind to the rabble
Pay no mind to the rabble

Head down, go to sleep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Pay no mind what other voices say
They don't care about you, like I do, like I do
Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils,
See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do.

Just stay with me, safe and ignorant,
Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Lay your head down child
I won't let the boogeyman come
Count the bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Pay no mind to the rabble
Pay no mind to the rabble

Head down, go to sleep to the rhythm of the war drums

I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and all your demons

I'll be the one to protect you from
A will to survive and a voice of reason

I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and your choices son
They're one in the same
I must isolate you
Isolate and save you from yourself

Swayin to the rhythm of the new world order and
Count the bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drum

The boogeymen are coming
The boogeymen are coming

Keep your head down, go to sleep, to the rhythm of a war drum

Stay with me
Safe and ignorant
Just stay with me
Hold you and protect you from the other one
The evil ones
Don't love you son,
Go back to sleep


You'd turn into a War Horse. Strong, brave and
loyal like a war horse you are protective of
family and friends and generally polite and
freindly to people you dont know or just met.
However your attitude can change quickly if
your family or friends are threatened in anyway
and you quickly fight it off. However because
of your protective attitude you can oftern find
yourself getting angry and interfering if you
see anyone being threatened and cant defend
themselves.


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