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Oct. 1st, 2003 11:52 amYou're right terry, i should've realized i was putting myself higher than her to begin with. I'm supposed to be with mankind, not above or below...
So those posts are gone, they did their deed anyway...just emotional release.
Beyond that, I have my cyber school interview on friday. That's right people...cyber school. Yay. Youngsville has deteriorated for me anyway. I don't like the teaching there (or maybe i just can't handle schooling without block scheduling anymore) and the people...well, i realized i have about as many people there to talk to as i did in tidioute...it's kinda, the same, you know...and if i stayed there, it'd just stagnate like my life did in tidioute. I'll be better off on the net, getting schooling done faster (Also, i'm pretty sure they have a philosophy course!) This also means that when i do get my license i'll be able to get a part-time job pretty directly, and not have to worry so much about hours (Like, i could go in at 12:00 every day instead of 4:00 or whatever)
Now, there are a few things i'm going to miss, however. Honestly, Music Theory. Even though the reports are really getting annoying, i like the fact that they're teaching how to read sheet music. And now that I have two keyboards to play with (Got them for free, thank you) It'd be a great skill to have. But it seems like i have a pretty good ear, i figured out a song from a game i used to play just by memory and messing around.
And I guess I'll miss art class. Though not really. It was just Art I...you know, tidioute screwed me out of my art classes two years in a row...i guess in college i won't be taking art after all.
Of course, this isn't exactly set in stone...they have to accept me first. I guess I can only hope and pray, eh?
My mom went off on this rant about how she wants me to be her 'good son' and all of this nonsense, basically pointing to the fact against me doing anything illegal ever, unlike my sister...how did i come to be favored in this family anyway...
I basically just flat out told her, "You can't change my dreams, and you can't change the way i think. Just because the government says it is wrong, doesn't mean it is, and you know it."
Grr! Hatred...you know? She honestly thinks you can't go anywhere in life if you have 'fun' (and everyone here knows what kind of fun i'm talking about.)
But why the HELL do i want to go anywhere in life anyway? WHERE is there to go? Nowhere for me, because i don't want to become a typical, law-abiding citizen of the United States. I want to make decisions and think for myself. I don't want anyone else telling me what to do, as long as i don't harm anyone else in the process.
And i'm sickened! Isn't the government making itself look even worse by being angry that a security leak released info that got them caught lying red handed? Or am i losing my mind?
So those posts are gone, they did their deed anyway...just emotional release.
Beyond that, I have my cyber school interview on friday. That's right people...cyber school. Yay. Youngsville has deteriorated for me anyway. I don't like the teaching there (or maybe i just can't handle schooling without block scheduling anymore) and the people...well, i realized i have about as many people there to talk to as i did in tidioute...it's kinda, the same, you know...and if i stayed there, it'd just stagnate like my life did in tidioute. I'll be better off on the net, getting schooling done faster (Also, i'm pretty sure they have a philosophy course!) This also means that when i do get my license i'll be able to get a part-time job pretty directly, and not have to worry so much about hours (Like, i could go in at 12:00 every day instead of 4:00 or whatever)
Now, there are a few things i'm going to miss, however. Honestly, Music Theory. Even though the reports are really getting annoying, i like the fact that they're teaching how to read sheet music. And now that I have two keyboards to play with (Got them for free, thank you) It'd be a great skill to have. But it seems like i have a pretty good ear, i figured out a song from a game i used to play just by memory and messing around.
And I guess I'll miss art class. Though not really. It was just Art I...you know, tidioute screwed me out of my art classes two years in a row...i guess in college i won't be taking art after all.
Of course, this isn't exactly set in stone...they have to accept me first. I guess I can only hope and pray, eh?
My mom went off on this rant about how she wants me to be her 'good son' and all of this nonsense, basically pointing to the fact against me doing anything illegal ever, unlike my sister...how did i come to be favored in this family anyway...
I basically just flat out told her, "You can't change my dreams, and you can't change the way i think. Just because the government says it is wrong, doesn't mean it is, and you know it."
Grr! Hatred...you know? She honestly thinks you can't go anywhere in life if you have 'fun' (and everyone here knows what kind of fun i'm talking about.)
But why the HELL do i want to go anywhere in life anyway? WHERE is there to go? Nowhere for me, because i don't want to become a typical, law-abiding citizen of the United States. I want to make decisions and think for myself. I don't want anyone else telling me what to do, as long as i don't harm anyone else in the process.
And i'm sickened! Isn't the government making itself look even worse by being angry that a security leak released info that got them caught lying red handed? Or am i losing my mind?
