Jan. 30th, 2002

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Haven't written for 3 days...i think that is a record for me. There is supposed to be a big ice storm tonight, so hopefully i will have no school tomorrow, get to sleep in, and do what i want. I skipped school yesterday just so i could sleep...ive been getting to the actual sleeping state around 12:00 midnight lately, and waking up at 6:00am. Its horrible really...and it keeps me in a zombie-like state. I am longing horribly to talk to matt intelligently again...i could have confronted him about it today, but that would have been tough with so many people around *sighs* He is going to votech tomorrow, as is my friend Tom. So im left with my D&D group to converse with. I really need someone that talks on my level...so badly right now. I guess its why i spend so much time online.

I drew this awesome picture of a cyborg during Algebra...it only has the head and shoulders, and part of its left arm (which is totally mechanical) And i cant fit much more on the paper because i made it large, so i could get more detailed. Much fun...i got yelled at for "doodling" in class *snickers* Algebra is soooo easy...as is Academic English 9, and all my other classes. I thought they were tough at first...but its just like a blowoff now. haha!

Science fiction is also getting alot better. Last night i spent an hour on that study guide...and i actually had fun filling out the questions. I have no clue why...
I cant wait till the final project is due. All i have left to do is a map, a short story (Its gonna be about a dark elf cyborg assassin) and the city descriptions...and also anything else i want to add to it. Im thinking about making sourcebooks after this...so i can play the world with my friends, with my OWN rules. Like how if a Laser Sword is standard issue, it needs twice as much of a die roll to hit energy armor as it does impact armor. And im gonna have alot of fun listing Biological Enhancements, and Chips (Computer circuit boards that you have inserted into your brain to add abilities without learning them) It sounds somewhat like shadowrun...but it really is nothing like it when you get down too it.

I feel so good right now...better then ever before. Im actually having fun in life again, and its all because i took heed of the advice given to me. Concentrating on improving myself is keeping me optimistic at least...though i long for the day when i first astral project (twould be nice if i could get some help...don't know where to look i guess) and also when i finally start practicing magick...I believe i should get a book...ahh well. I guess i wrote enough for today...and hell, maybe ill get a comment or 2?

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