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Im...im doing alright now. Im better then i have been at least. Emotionally i am still unstable, i began crying on the bus this morning, no one saw me though. It was wierd...i was sitting there remembering all those good times and then came the tears. It felt good, i havent cried in awhile.
There is this other manson song. Part of it goes like this "Die with me, Lie with me, give to me i would". I would be so much more stable if i had someone i could just lay down with and hold tightly. And just...be together with. I dont need sex, or anything else. Just someone to talk to and to /touch/. Im beginning to hate living without touch.