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Today was the last day of the semester, and the end of 2 of my most hated classes (German and US History). It was a very boring day, considering most of the teachers had nothing planned and they dont let us listen to CD players or anything in class. *sighs* im running through phases of depression and normalness(is that a word?) quickly now. Its possible for one phase to only last a couple hours.
I almost wasted tonight on stupid sleep. I went up to my room and laid down for a bit to contemplate a few things, and i ended up sleeping until 9:30 when my mom came up and asked me, "Are you sleeping?" honestly, i have no privacy around here at all. People just walk into my room without being welcomed. I need a lock for my door.
After contemplating my last few dreams, Ive figured out that at least my subconscious mind thinks im a total outcast, and is telling me to get a relationship /now/. But...i think i could if i reall wanted too. Its just, why should I when i know none of those relationships will work out?
Now that 2050 is going, im gonna miss the conversations i had on there. Hopefully i can continue conversing with a few select people with other means *smiles* well, thats about it, for now.
I almost wasted tonight on stupid sleep. I went up to my room and laid down for a bit to contemplate a few things, and i ended up sleeping until 9:30 when my mom came up and asked me, "Are you sleeping?" honestly, i have no privacy around here at all. People just walk into my room without being welcomed. I need a lock for my door.
After contemplating my last few dreams, Ive figured out that at least my subconscious mind thinks im a total outcast, and is telling me to get a relationship /now/. But...i think i could if i reall wanted too. Its just, why should I when i know none of those relationships will work out?
Now that 2050 is going, im gonna miss the conversations i had on there. Hopefully i can continue conversing with a few select people with other means *smiles* well, thats about it, for now.
