Jan. 9th, 2002

A Test...

Jan. 9th, 2002 04:04 pm
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Decided to take a test a friend had up...here are the results

DisorderRating
Paranoid:Very High
Schizoid:High
Schizotypal:High
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Very High
Histrionic:Moderate
Narcissistic:High
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:High
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

-- Click Here To Take The Test --



I have worse issues then you, savina!
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The past days have been strange in many ways...basically the exact opposite that they usually are. I think people are finally starting to respect me, and understand the fact i dont care about self image as much as they thought i did. My one ex-friend is losing respect, and i seem to be gaining it. I still look for someone to love, though. And its very hard to find. Im at a loss for words currently...to far away mentally.

A dream...

Jan. 9th, 2002 09:26 pm
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Well...gee...i put up enough stuff today, why not more? Dreams are hard to explain, and this is only a small part of the entire dream i had a few nights back.

Well...it started with me swimming in a deep blue ocean, near cliff faces. It was unnaturally blue...it looked more like a swimming pool (but it went on forever, which was cool) Anyway...after swimming to the end of the cliff faces, i ended up near a sandy beach (with cliff faces behind the beach, which was about a 50 foot width ide say) There was a female with me...i just /felt/ who she was, but i dont need to say the name, cause i dont feel like it. Well...even the sky was a nice blue...but when me and this girl looked out to the horizon of the ocean, dark clouds formed over a horrible hurricane. Surprisingly, i didnt wake up. This girl said, "im scared." the only words in this entire dream. I looked back to the shoreline, with the sandy beach, and huge waves crashed up it, even hitting the cliff faces. There was no turbulence where i was, so i almost believe that i was just watching this scene unfold with a viewer with me. I held this girl in a loving embrace...something that happens barely at all in my life. And it felt so real and good...too awesome. Thats where the dream ended.

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