Well, it seems i have slumped back into a depression period once more. Sometimes i wonder why i have to be like this, even though i have a good home life, and atleast some semi-good friends...most people tell me i dont have a reason to be depressed, so im just faking it, or trying to "pose" or some other bullshit. I really have no idea why i go into these periods, but a good guess would be the wanting of a relationship in my life. If i lived somewhere other then here, i probably would have one, but this hellhole is worthless to someone like me. Well, i probably wont be writing in this journal for a few days, so until i speak again, goodbye.