Scary.

[sathor]

Too many things to consider all at once. The direction of my life is selected here...i know i do not want to stay in this place, but what awaits me somewhere else? I guess I won't know until i go, will I?

So much lies on chance. But sometimes i feel like the chance doesn't exist - and that there is a tug in a direction that continuously pulls, steadily.

Will I find another girl out in the world? I sure hope so. The relationship I have now is great but it cannot last forever...blah blah blah, been said before. It doesn't really bother me that it will have to end. I'm at peace with the fact.

So...hmmm