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[sathor]

Something tells me I shouldn't be bouncy at this hour, but ahh well.

I did some massive energy transfer tonight, the first real manipulation I've performed in a long while...and it left me feeling quite drained. But now...after a bit of relaxation, I feel fine. All that's happened tonight has made me feel the need to continue meditation and energy use on at least an every other day basis. I feel great...maybe it's the good karma coming back to me...boy, I could use some of that...

I need to really start working on my schoolwork, no more bullshitting around and procrastinating. Just finish what I have, get it over with, you know? I want to be able to relax damnit, but with these new classes there's going to be an extended period before I can do that. At least another 4 weeks. But that's okay...If I can do this in 4 weeks, I'll consider myself godly.

[X-dream - Dream World]

My neon green and black striped stockings glow under blacklight! I was the only kid out of like 100 at the rink with beautiful glowing stockings! If only I would've had 2 glowsticks to twirl and dance with, I would've been having even more fun than I was. Of course, I only went out to dance for a few songs, but meh...I think getting in some valuable snuggle time with a certain girl was more important.

That's that people, until next time...Be well.

Comments

[phyrra.livejournal.com]

very cool that you did a massive energy working
being bouncy means that you are improving your skills, i would think.
*hugs*

[sathor.livejournal.com]

I'm a bit rusty, but I'll get better as long as I stick with meditating and energy raising as I should have been doing all along. Spring is basically here as well, and that makes me a lot more energized and ready to take on the world. I just wish it would get a bit warmer out :)

-hugs-

[phyrra.livejournal.com]

yeah
it's warmer in memphis
but i've been up in indy this weekend (as you probably knew)
so i've been cold!

[sathor.livejournal.com]

I probably would've been the life of the place but the problem with the rink is you get copycats...Hell, If I go up there with glowsticks all graver'd out, I might end up starting a trend like what happened with the goths a year ago (There are barely any up there now, for the record. Supposedly they all went 'wigger' but whatever...stereotypes suck)

I'll be going up there again probably a week or two from now, I hope to have glowsticks that time...because I feel better dancing when I have them.

[sathor.livejournal.com]

Welcome to my world ;)

I hate the cold, really...
It seems like all the energy is sucked away and even the Earth Mother herself lies dormant.

I hope you had fun in indy!

[rayvenne.livejournal.com]

I don't know why you can be arrogant and rude to me, and then to Allison, and then turn around and try and give me advice, but I don't understand it.My great grandmother was like this so, i know much more about it than you would think.

[sathor.livejournal.com]

-ponders for a moment- Arrogant? When? There's something wrong with me suggesting to someone who admits to dealing with vampirism to find a way not to harm other people and still survive and even thrive off alternate sources of energy? Besides, that comment wasn't to you, it was to whoever had commented on that specific post, a reply to their comment. I won't tell you what to do because I know you probably don't care and won't listen...but it's your karma and your life.

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[ravengirl14.livejournal.com]

he wasnt arrogant(sp?)-he was jake(not being mean)i understand completely as to why it wasnt a "catch up on the past year type thing". we've both changed and well he doesnt wanna waste time talkin to me. thats fine and NO-jake, im not trying to make you feel bad-it just stunned me that you didnt talk to me, cuz you had said in the spring you wanted to hang out to see how ive changed. i realize you went to see valerie&them-but i just got the feeling you were thinking i was an immature little whiney thing thats lower than you.(just my opinion at the time and now im pretty well over it-i was there to spend time with derek anyways and now he's gone...thats that and the nights over

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[sathor.livejournal.com]

You didn't talk to me...I don't often take the initiative when it comes to conversation, and EVERYONE knows that. Beyond that, if I recall, I was on my way to smoke a cigarette...I just sorta bumped into you guys. I apologize if that was some sort of oversight on my part, but you didn't say anything...I suspected you didn't want to talk anyway, though I would've had little to say regardless.

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[ravengirl14.livejournal.com]

i didnt know you bumped into me(lots of people were bumping into me)and well when i said something around the lines of:do you know who i am?-was starting the conversation for me. but it's fine and it's over. by the way: if you noticed the blonde who i was with almost the whole night(the guy blonde...)-thats derek(the one i always talked about) and if i would have thought about it-i would have introduced you two-cuz you two are two people that were close to me in some form of a way at one point(and he used to sk questions about you before)-but yeah, he moved to north carolina-you probly dont care-so i'll shut up-l8r

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[sathor.livejournal.com]

i didn't bump into you, it was a figure of speech :P

I didn't really recognize you, I was thinking about something else at the time and wasn't really paying too much attention

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[ravengirl14.livejournal.com]

oh ok-thats great. you didnt even recognize me? man-that sucks-i guess it doesnt really matter but god .forget it-nevermind

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[sathor.livejournal.com]

rofl, I figured out who you were after a second, like I said i was occupied...