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[sathor]

So herein lies the problem really maybe. Hah.

Seems like for a long time people have liked me just as a friend. That's all I ever get.

There have been girls that have really liked me, shit, they probably will read this entry.

But when it came down to it I didn't like them...the only girl I know right now that I want to get closer with is kayla, and she's pretty far away and it seems like i only get to talk to her occasionally.

I'm just...so messed up.

I shouldn't need it, right? I shouldn't need it.

But I feel like I do.

Comments

[phyrra.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[sathor.livejournal.com]

Thanks aria.

This stupid idea in my head is so old though, and I complain about it way too much but it won't go away.

[hav.livejournal.com]

Uh, yeah.

Sorry to say son, but it happens a lot. It's tough to get used to, but the second that you do things'll change.

Took me a long time to get used to it, and when I did, Terry said hello. Then all hell broke loose.

*wink*

It'll happen, believe me. Just takes time is all.

[sathor.livejournal.com]

Everything takes time.

But that's fine. I don't even know what I want out of life yet, there's no rush.

All I need is my faith and a will.